Madness you say?

Not all who wonder are lost

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Really really Hate thanksgiving. It means I have to be with my family, I hate this.

We got Psyko into the progam and I was told I have issues.
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It called HOPE and it should get him at school at least. As for a home I don't know I wish He will just live with me but I am with the rents. In a way I am grown and in a way I am childess. I want to move out because of my brother, I loathe living with him. Like now my car is broken and he is using it knowing full well that it may break anytime but does he care. Nope. It not his stuff but as soon as I use something of his he is down my thoart with "if I break I am so dead ". (I talk to my shrink yesterday,He (the shrink) that I am grown in the lasr month because I am no longer hiding behind the hyperness. He also said that I am lying to people so that if I was to get close to some one that as a coping method I could leave them at any time because they don't know the real me. I have most of my issues because of grade school. People still bully me but I know how to deal with it better. I am failing most of my classes and I am worried about that but hey as of now there is more inportem things. I can't remeber the last time Psyko and I have a alone monemt people all around us.

Homeless.
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As of now mow Psyko is homeless (got kick out) I am doing eveything in my power to find something for him or he'll go to JDC (Juvi) but he 17 so he'd be taken to the big house. There is something call projct HOPE that may help I've sent a email to the lady who runs it but Have not heard back. There a rumor that the school give houseing to homeless students but it only a rumor. Right now he living with a friend and has to work to live there but the friend's mom could get anger at anything and kick him out too. He talk to me by the friend's phone but the phone turn off. I am so sleepy and worried.

Psyko
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Psyko is smoking again. I hope it won't start again.

Can I just rip out her Ipod from her ears
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I was working but I have my ipod in and I can still hear her music of mine.it driving me batty.
just one more reason to drop out of school

Poor little Blog how I have forgot about you.
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I am Back.
It marks my 1 year being with Psyko.I love it.He no longer live at home (Crazy mother!) .That why I want to marry yong to show him home life and not just floating aorund.


I AM GETTING MARRIED
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Am I too young !

It Crazy
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I hate life as of now

Monday
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No

No
No
NO
NO
NO
No

Don't come plesae don't I love him and he loves me.
He loves me
Don't take him away

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To the people I meet on the Street

STOP TOUCHING ME

I do not like it and or want it.Yes I know I am pale,trust me I know I get told it every time I wear shorts or a tank and I ve grow up in this skin I think by now I know the color.Yes I know my hair is odd and has kind-of-a -glow-but-not-you-have-to-see-it-to-know-what-am-talking-about please don't pet it,it make me not want to go out with the general public.No I don't sweat there nothing I can do about it ask Psyko,ask Wren  they know and No I can not teach you how not to sweat (I ve been asked that before) it not something I learned if I could I sweat it help cool your body you don't know miserable I get in the summer (Note: I can sweat but it has to be very very hot and even then it not normal) And to add to that I like being cold.My car is cold,my room is cold sorry if you don't like the cold.Now on the most impotent thing.If you see my scars or fresh cuts don't hit them and then get mad when I hit you back harder I don't like getting hit and nether do you.I put them there I know what they mean.If your going to stare close your mouth (so many people with open mouths)and the names I tell you if I feel like it (except Cody's we all know why I put that on my skin (It said Cod cause I never put the Y on) )


This is not to the people I know off the streets,this is t the people who I don't know like the cashier and old lady who petted me or Anyone who talk about my skin


Bah
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WHy is it Everytime I post something
People tell me I did something wrong
as of now my self estem
is below 2

Song
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Come one,COme all
to the endless night
Full moon hanging high
the demons come out
Dancing,Crying,Screaming
Till the end of time.

There in the middle
a pretty little girl of 8.
As the chaos run past
she know none of it is real
it all a part of her
twisted mind.


Pain
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"Stop it"  she cryed
But the noise was coming from the inside
"They are to get you" it hiss
"They want to hurt your family" it hiss louder
She pull at her hair,Pain,pain is what she needed.
As she banged her head on the wall
it's hissing  stop as the blood strated to flow
Finelly she slowly stop,Climbing into bed
She layed,waiting for it to start all over
Again.

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I am stuck  in the same class for for lock down.

Fuck my life

I hate mondays!
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Rrecap of my monday.

.I get chase by a deer
.Moon half of walmart
.Freaks out a old lady at a halloween store


I was walking in the woods near my home and I heard this "Ruuaaan",I turn around and there is a male buck looking at me.My first thought is hey a deer.He start to lower his head and I run to a open area with lots of people.


Me+wet floor+Friend try to save me as I fall= Mooning

Open when I was changging.

WHy do teahers hover it bugs the crap out of me and then I stop working.
WHy do they do it?

Arrrrrrrrrrg
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I hate howw people lie to you to get stuff

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I wonder if Flower know what color they are

I need a pen name
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I am almost done with my book.

but I need some kind of pe name
I was thinking

Cazzcage


as it

I am very good at pissing off people.
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I have a gift for doing it

in this last hour
Mom
Dad
Brother
Wren
Lee
Brother's girlfreind
Wren' s mom
Wren's Anut
Sean
Some person I ve never meet
Ellie mae
And Sally

Wow back to sleep I go

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Ich vermisse meinen Freund.

Il me manque mon ami.

I miss my friend .


Aber sie sind nicht real.

Mais ils ne sont pas réels.

But they are not real.


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