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cazzcage- November 25th, 20:38
Really really Hate thanksgiving. It means I have to be with my family, I hate this.
- We got Psyko into the progam and I was told I have issues.
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- November 19th, 13:46
It called HOPE and it should get him at school at least. As for a home I don't know I wish He will just live with me but I am with the rents. In a way I am grown and in a way I am childess. I want to move out because of my brother, I loathe living with him. Like now my car is broken and he is using it knowing full well that it may break anytime but does he care. Nope. It not his stuff but as soon as I use something of his he is down my thoart with "if I break I am so dead ". (I talk to my shrink yesterday,He (the shrink) that I am grown in the lasr month because I am no longer hiding behind the hyperness. He also said that I am lying to people so that if I was to get close to some one that as a coping method I could leave them at any time because they don't know the real me. I have most of my issues because of grade school. People still bully me but I know how to deal with it better. I am failing most of my classes and I am worried about that but hey as of now there is more inportem things. I can't remeber the last time Psyko and I have a alone monemt people all around us.
- Homeless.
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- November 18th, 9:12
As of now mow Psyko is homeless (got kick out) I am doing eveything in my power to find something for him or he'll go to JDC (Juvi) but he 17 so he'd be taken to the big house. There is something call projct HOPE that may help I've sent a email to the lady who runs it but Have not heard back. There a rumor that the school give houseing to homeless students but it only a rumor. Right now he living with a friend and has to work to live there but the friend's mom could get anger at anything and kick him out too. He talk to me by the friend's phone but the phone turn off. I am so sleepy and worried.
- Can I just rip out her Ipod from her ears
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- cazzcage
- November 6th, 9:17
I was working but I have my ipod in and I can still hear her music of mine.it driving me batty.
just one more reason to drop out of school
- Poor little Blog how I have forgot about you.
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- November 2nd, 22:42
I am Back.
It marks my 1 year being with Psyko.I love it.He no longer live at home (Crazy mother!) .That why I want to marry yong to show him home life and not just floating aorund.
- I AM GETTING MARRIED
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- November 2nd, 19:53
Am I too young !
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- October 18th, 1:11
To the people I meet on the Street
STOP TOUCHING ME
I do not like it and or want it.Yes I know I am pale,trust me I know I get told it every time I wear shorts or a tank and I ve grow up in this skin I think by now I know the color.Yes I know my hair is odd and has kind-of-a -glow-but-not-you-have-to-see-it-to-know-what-am-talking-about please don't pet it,it make me not want to go out with the general public.No I don't sweat there nothing I can do about it ask Psyko,ask Wren they know and No I can not teach you how not to sweat (I ve been asked that before) it not something I learned if I could I sweat it help cool your body you don't know miserable I get in the summer (Note: I can sweat but it has to be very very hot and even then it not normal) And to add to that I like being cold.My car is cold,my room is cold sorry if you don't like the cold.Now on the most impotent thing.If you see my scars or fresh cuts don't hit them and then get mad when I hit you back harder I don't like getting hit and nether do you.I put them there I know what they mean.If your going to stare close your mouth (so many people with open mouths)and the names I tell you if I feel like it (except Cody's we all know why I put that on my skin (It said Cod cause I never put the Y on) )
This is not to the people I know off the streets,this is t the people who I don't know like the cashier and old lady who petted me or Anyone who talk about my skin
- Pain
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- cazzcage
- October 14th, 13:33
"Stop it" she cryed
But the noise was coming from the inside
"They are to get you" it hiss
"They want to hurt your family" it hiss louder
She pull at her hair,Pain,pain is what she needed.
As she banged her head on the wall
it's hissing stop as the blood strated to flow
Finelly she slowly stop,Climbing into bed
She layed,waiting for it to start all over
Again.
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- October 14th, 13:24
I am stuck in the same class for for lock down.
Fuck my life
- I hate mondays!
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- October 13th, 8:38
Rrecap of my monday.
.I get chase by a deer
.Moon half of walmart
.Freaks out a old lady at a halloween store
I was walking in the woods near my home and I heard this "Ruuaaan",I turn around and there is a male buck looking at me.My first thought is hey a deer.He start to lower his head and I run to a open area with lots of people.
Me+wet floor+Friend try to save me as I fall= Mooning
Open when I was changging.
WHy do teahers hover it bugs the crap out of me and then I stop working.
WHy do they do it?
- Arrrrrrrrrrg
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- October 11th, 17:46
I hate howw people lie to you to get stuff
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- October 10th, 15:48
I wonder if Flower know what color they are
- I need a pen name
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- October 6th, 0:01
I am almost done with my book.
but I need some kind of pe name
I was thinking
Cazzcage
as it
- I am very good at pissing off people.
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- October 4th, 16:12
I have a gift for doing it
in this last hour
Mom
Dad
Brother
Wren
Lee
Brother's girlfreind
Wren' s mom
Wren's Anut
Sean
Some person I ve never meet
Ellie mae
And Sally
Wow back to sleep I go
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- September 30th, 22:07
Ich vermisse meinen Freund.Il me manque mon ami.
I miss my friend .Aber sie sind nicht real.
Mais ils ne sont pas réels.
But they are not real.
